A week into this ;) so far I'm finding it freeing. Everything that ever goes wrong will be entirely my fault, full stop. Therefore, since that's in changeable and non negotiable and I'm taking all the blame no matter what, might as well do what I want to/what I gotta, and hell with it.

I am virtually certain that if I were a stay at home housewife in the fifties, I'd be drunk all the time and sleeping with the neighbors (and maybe some of their husbands...)